Wednesday, 10 December 2008

Just so you know...

Things like some really nice rocking socks, Gatsby wax or hairspray, a comfy flip flop, the Starbucks journal book, few packs of Korean instant noodles, some cheapo photo frames, one or 2 pillows to chuck into my car, some really awesome recipe books, some funky designed underwear which is the size of L, some nice shirt, some good books, some photography magazines, some cash voucher for petrol, a fedora hat, or maybe even some vitamins A-Z...



I will be pretty much contended with stuff like that as my Christmas gift you know? But of course if you actually planning something beyond that say a solid Nikon D300 body, a google and the fins for diving, camera lenses, some cash to chip in for my Australia trip, or that same suit as Jason Statham wore in "Transporter" or something like that make pretty good sense too isn't it? I thought maybe you want to surprise me.



Ah well... I am still a realist after all.



Merry Christmas People!
=)

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

Actually...




I never fancy girl band. I don't even believe they would made it one day.
Until I heard them live.
There is some x-factor in their voice, banyak dangerous can make you stim.
Keep the hard work going baybeh...


( :

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

The Annual Report.


December, probably is my favourite month besides May. Because when it comes to the end of the year, the next thing you know is a brand new beginning, and I like that word "new". And I am leaving all my bad experiences, bad habits, bad character, and all sort of negative stuff at this point before I set foot on new plans, new blessings, new vision, and new direction. And of course, is Christmas that makes people go gugugaga around... The love, loved, Christ love...

This year is rather smooth and easy for me, everything is under control, no big up and down, thank God for that. If there is any highlight of the year, it must be my ridiculous life experience. I've been putting my attention on everywhere of my life, let's see what happened for the past 12 months.

What's good?
I don't know what exactly life is all about until I went up 36 thousands feet off the ground and 30 feet down to the ocean for the first time of my life. I grew a little bit taller. I see blessings keep coming. Accident record remain 0. I behave well. I never set foot on KTM ever since I got my Lamboguinea. I still get some nice pictures once in a while. Catan is a new trend now. Mom miss me more than ever nowadays. God still taking care of me as He promised. Obama. Lots of job offer. Back to talking terms with Yvonne Chiu Li Peng. My Nikon bullet proofed glasses.

What's bad?
I still screw up math papers, twice. Dad trembles as he hear my voice over the phone every beginning of the month. I miss grandpapa. I scare grandma will be bored at home alone. When dad gave me the Lambo and the price of petrol went up to RM2.70 per litre the next day. Bruce passed away. I didn't graduate as I suppose to. My pathetic pronunciation. I wasted a lot of time on slacking. China earthquake. Mumbai attacks. People freaking die.

Lesson learned.
Think and act rationally. Some friends bring blessing but some bring curse. Never bother the traffic report, it's always the same. When people say something good about you say "thank you" instead of "Haha.. I know!". Man have to make decisions like a man. When people talking to you give your attention especially to girls. Is the people whom I choose around me let me know who I am. Always think few steps ahead. God made the seventh day a holy-day, not holi-day.

Heartbreaks
Hold my studies without seeing the consequences. One stupid fight, crushed my 12 years friendship with my best friend. I gave my best in another friendship, ended up wasting time and effort for nothing.

Relationship.
I've been loving my friends and family a lot and I guess most of them love me too. A wrong feeling brought me to a bad investment. Maybe next year. I remember I said that last year too.

Things I can listen over and over again.
"Imagine life without Justin....." (I feel so good when people say that). WomanizerwomanizerurtheurthewomanizerOhwomanizerOh......

Looking forward.
Say bye bye to college. People getting married. More photography job. More job offer. My Australia trip. 030509. Turning 21. To do greater things. Kiss my mom. Prosperity in my dad's business. One more dive trip before Sean takes off. To be a better man.

Thursday, 27 November 2008

Season of L.O.V.E



Ready for party people?

Thursday, 20 November 2008

Personal experience.

When your ego takes over rationality, something unpleasant is going to happen for sure.

Then you know "Oh, I shouldn't had done that."

But sorry, you have to clear your own mess.

If you can't, just live with it...

Friday, 7 November 2008

Untitled



Haha... so cute!

Tuesday, 4 November 2008

So he won...

Barack Hussein Obama II , the first African American to be elected as President of the United States. Congrats, he is the history maker now... who knows he probably can change the world?

So when is he painting White House in black?

Sunday, 26 October 2008

Is a boring night.

I read about this "5 rules of effective writing" thing by Winston Churchill from some diaryland.
The advise goes like this.
  1. Begin strongly.
  2. Have one theme.
  3. Use simple language.
  4. Leave a picture in the reader's mind.
  5. End dramatically.

Let's see how it goes on me...


I am a homosexual.
Yes, I am one of those weirdo.
To make it simple, you can call us gay.
"Danny, did you see my pink colour menstrual pills?"

Saturday, 25 October 2008

Life Presentation.




I realized I can make at least 3 different people smile joyfully everyday...... effortlessly.



So am I living life?


=)

Friday, 17 October 2008

Innocent.



When am I seeing them again?

Monday, 13 October 2008

The uncommon me.

It is okay for me to be uncommon, I have the right, I have my own reasons.
Is the opportunity that I seek that counts but definitely not the wild unplanned blind dreams.
I refuse to live life like a slave, do what was told, eat what was fed, bumbled and dulled by the so called "Law of Life".
I want to take the calculated risks to dream and to build, to fail and to succeed, to earn my respect and give glory to God.
Yes I am greedy.
I desire both Solomon's wealth and a servant's attitude like what David does.
I wouldn't mind to barter a few minor mistakes for a life lesson.
I prefer the challenges of life to the guaranteed existence, the thrill of fulfillment to the stale calm of the ideal society.
Mistakes and failures suck big time but they complete my dignity.
I shouldn't cower before any master nor any threats, because I have a faithful God to be pleased.
It is my heritage to challenge, be loud and ambitious, fear and obey God, be observant but not necessarily have to follow, enjoy ripping what I had sowed, continue to be entertaining because my talent is so valuable, and I blend in the world to make a difference.
Tell myself that I will be the change that I want to see in the world.
Why not?
Then, I face the God bold and say,
"This is what I have done!"

Friday, 10 October 2008

How come Jianz know all the girl stuff??????

They are my sisters and my mom.


They are my cousin sisters and that's not even all of them.


And they are my mom's sisters.






So now you know why?

Tuesday, 7 October 2008

Square Root of Three.


I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three.

The three is all that's good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine.

For nine could thwart this evil trick
With just some quick arithmetic.

I know I will never see the sun,
Just like 1.7321
Such as my reality, a sad irrationality.

When hark, what is this I see?
Another square root of three.

Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer.

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands.

Our square root signs become unglued
My love for you has been renewed.


- David Feinberg -

Monday, 6 October 2008

Hey you know what? I am about to update! =)

Wednesday, 24 September 2008


Somebody grabbed one from the box and put it in my mouth yesterday...
Right now I feel like pulling out all my organs and wash them inside out...
It's very awful.
But I guess that's what we called "life".

Tuesday, 23 September 2008

When the pieces don't fit anymore.

Sometimes... even the clown who suppose to make you laugh torn apart...




And people still laugh at him... they don't understand clown have feelings too.

Tuesday, 16 September 2008

There is something about September...


Aubry Chong Yuan Yaw.

Cindy Low Shin Yee.
Jacqueline Moo Ziling.
Jowyne Yap Hui Ying.
Yvonne Chiu Li Peng.
Sarah Lim Shu Yi.
Alexis Chia.
Justin Ooi.


God I pray that you bless these wonderful souls with their studies, marriage, growth, career, relationships, health, and wisdom in your perfect way, for you are almighty.
Amen.

Sunday, 14 September 2008

Can't help it...

Sometimes, I wonder who implemented the time system.
I think it sucks.
Time don't walk you know?
They freaking fly.

Friday, 12 September 2008

Ahmad,


"It's too late to apologise, it's too late......."

Wednesday, 10 September 2008

When Ahmad said we Chinese are squatter...

MCA: We behsong ar... apologise!

Ahmad: I don't want!

Abdullah: Come on! He didn't mean it one la, you don't angry can? I tell him don't do it again ok?

MCA: Don't want! We want him to apologise!

Najib:Umno is so sorry for what he had said. See my sorry face? I apologise for him la, settle?

Chinese leaders: Cannot, Ahmad should apologise himself, we want him to say sorry only!

Ahmad: Wei! I am not wrong! For the pride of Umno and Malays, I WILL NEVER SAY SORRY!!

Chinese leaders: He die die also must say sorry, if not we withdraw ourself from BN I tell you!

Ahmad: Idiot! I said I don't want already lor! Which part you don't understand?

MCA: SAY SORRY SAY SORRY SAY SORRY!!!!

Ahmad: I DON'T WANT I DON'T WANT!!!!!

"I DON'T WANT!!!"



This country is hopeless.

Thursday, 4 September 2008

Just nice...

To be practical, it should be held in a decent hall, white in colour, preferably air-conditioned, not too big, in case it looks empty.
Hopefully there is enough space at the upper front left to set up a stage for -missing mercury-, they are my official band of the day, hope you will like their music.
I think is best to enhance the contrast with curtains and candles, and tulip would be a smart choice for the walk way. I shall leave that part to Hosanna, she is good at that!
Chairs will be arrange on both side of the hall, from front to the back, neat and align in perfectly straight line. I repeat, straight line.
You should be able to see some pictures of you, pictures of me, in different sizes, hanging or pasted all over the place, a lot of them...
You are allowed to take it down and bring back home after the ceremony, it's for you, and it's free.
No invitation will be send out I think, but still I hope many people will come, many many people...
There should be a guestbook on the reception table, leave a trace before you go.
And now the hall should be packed with my favourite people, all dress up in black...
Sweet and nice.
Everything is ready to go, and the ceremony is about to start...
It is my big day.
And I am right there at the end of the walk way.
Come nearer so that you can see me...
Oh dear,
I wish I could say this through the glass...


"Welcome to my ideal funeral my friend."
: )

Monday, 25 August 2008

#1 Jane Lim Sze Ye.




My character sketch chain post start with her... randomly. Jane is her name, meaning God is merciful in Hebrew, a great name. We were colleague when I sold my soul to Italiannies back then. Time flies, before I know is already Christmas time, and I sort of got attracted by her friend, so I tried to stalked things from her, to know them better, gossip, chill out, share food, she couldn't stand me for pronouncing fragrance as frag.rance bla bla bla... Spare the details, I think we have become close friends along the way, didn't we?

We used to hang out a lot, like almost every week, yes? And of course, with the company of XiaoJing. I forgot what is it called in English, but our positions will always be maintained in a segitiga bersama sisi, says it created an equalization so that we won't go beyond friendship. Physics, you know? Sound pretty ridiculous, but you should listen to our theory, it make some sense though. As usual, the chill out place dropped at Jane's house, we watch movies, laugh at the same old jokes, or rather chit-chat all night long, the topics can go really far and random... Not forgetting Mid Valley, night market, souled-out cafe, mamak, and delicious. That's remarkable! Well, it was the past...

For one thing, I thank God for her. Because other than my church friends, she is one of the very few christian friends that I have in my social network. I must say Christians always make a difference! We used to have our devotions at her house every once in a while, we make it a habit to say grace whenever we are about to eat, we prayed for each other needs, remind and shared God's principles conversationally and it often inspired and made an impact to us. Frankly, I am blessed. It makes me feel healthy.

Just like me, she feels happier with good food around. Who doesn't right? She is a typical carnivore, twice she requested my fried chicken skin while I thought of keeping the best for the last. But I gave her anyway, she worth more than a piece of fried chicken skin la! Look at her face, how could I say no? She adores animals too, dogs to be precise. I got freak out all the time when she starts taking to Mimi, her beloved dog. Very cartoon!

When I was having exam, she helped me by giving tuition on math. For your information, I suck and slow when anything comes with calculation. She lectured me so patiently and I was expected to remember every single formula on the next lesson. Because if I don't, I gonna be so broken and she guarantee will scares the hell out of me. That seriously makes her a good teacher, I like. And I appreciate that. X= -b+-Square root b2-4ac over 2a correct? xp

Remember the saying of friend for reason, season, and a lifetime thing? I don't buy that actually, I try not to grade them before I know what is happening. Sound like they are disposable after some time. I don't like it in that term. One day, I would like to introduce you to my grandsons or daughters. Tell them about your stories. I don't know, but I guess that would be interesting.

She is a great friend, not good but great. Genuine, passionate, trustworthy... this imperfect world need people like you to balance up a little. It has been my pleasure to make friends with you, thank you for everything. You are only 18, the best and most precious moment in your life, youth is priceless man. Live how God wants you to live, and I think seek His kingdom first is very important, I am learning, you should too!

Trust me I got way more to write, some uncensored one too... But that's enough for the day, this is just a token of my appreciation to you, hope you like it!

Tuesday, 19 August 2008





Happiness only real when being shared.





How true...

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

Disordered Jianz

  1. You gotta feed him 3 times on weekdays, 2 times extra on weekends.
  2. He expect people to tell him that he lost weight, not the other way round.
    2.1- Try avoid topic such as "Hey look, I got a pimple on my face!". Ya I know he is acting like a girl but it's very sensitive to him...
  3. Photography is his thing but he need inspiration.
  4. He is perfectly fine for being single.
  5. He is going to be the sweetest person to you if you can spend him Zara checked pants, Levi's jeans, Jogoya VIP card, settle his debt, 3 tanks of gasoline per month, think of a way to fill up those holes on his face, and open a fix deposit account for him.
  6. For his ego sake, stay quiet when he lost his way sometimes.
  7. He is not very holy, he know that very well.
  8. He wanted to play Bongo & Conga since he was a boy.
  9. He hope he can kick Badawi ass at least once in his life.
  10. Negative. Statement #4 is false statement. Confirm.