Somebody grabbed one from the box and put it in my mouth yesterday...
Right now I feel like pulling out all my organs and wash them inside out...
It's very awful.
But I guess that's what we called "life".

When the pieces don't fit anymore.

Sometimes... even the clown who suppose to make you laugh torn apart...

And people still laugh at him... they don't understand clown have feelings too.

There is something about September...

Aubry Chong Yuan Yaw.
Cindy Low Shin Yee.
Jacqueline Moo Ziling.
Jowyne Yap Hui Ying.
Yvonne Chiu Li Peng.
Sarah Lim Shu Yi.
Alexis Chia.
Justin Ooi.

God I pray that you bless these wonderful souls with their studies, marriage, growth, career, relationships, health, and wisdom in your perfect way, for you are almighty.
Amen.

Can't help it...

Sometimes, I wonder who implemented the time system.
I think it sucks.
Time don't walk you know?
They freaking fly.

Ahmad,

"It's too late to apologise, it's too late......."

When Ahmad said we Chinese are squatter...

MCA: We behsong ar... apologise!

Ahmad: I don't want!

Abdullah: Come on! He didn't mean it one la, you don't angry can? I tell him don't do it again ok?

MCA: Don't want! We want him to apologise!

Najib:Umno is so sorry for what he had said. See my sorry face? I apologise for him la, settle?

Chinese leaders: Cannot, Ahmad should apologise himself, we want him to say sorry only!

Ahmad: Wei! I am not wrong! For the pride of Umno and Malays, I WILL NEVER SAY SORRY!!

Chinese leaders: He die die also must say sorry, if not we withdraw ourself from BN I tell you!

Ahmad: Idiot! I said I don't want already lor! Which part you don't understand?

MCA: SAY SORRY SAY SORRY SAY SORRY!!!!

Ahmad: I DON'T WANT I DON'T WANT!!!!!

"I DON'T WANT!!!"

This country is hopeless.

Just nice...

To be practical, it should be held in a decent hall, white in colour, preferably air-conditioned, not too big, in case it looks empty.
Hopefully there is enough space at the upper front left to set up a stage for -missing mercury-, they are my official band of the day, hope you will like their music.
I think is best to enhance the contrast with curtains and candles, and tulip would be a smart choice for the walk way. I shall leave that part to Hosanna, she is good at that!
Chairs will be arrange on both side of the hall, from front to the back, neat and align in perfectly straight line. I repeat, straight line.
You should be able to see some pictures of you, pictures of me, in different sizes, hanging or pasted all over the place, a lot of them...
You are allowed to take it down and bring back home after the ceremony, it's for you, and it's free.
No invitation will be send out I think, but still I hope many people will come, many many people...
There should be a guestbook on the reception table, leave a trace before you go.
And now the hall should be packed with my favourite people, all dress up in black...
Sweet and nice.
Everything is ready to go, and the ceremony is about to start...
It is my big day.
And I am right there at the end of the walk way.
Come nearer so that you can see me...
Oh dear,
I wish I could say this through the glass...


"Welcome to my ideal funeral my friend."
: )